Stressed up...

Two weeks bfore finals...
The the stress is getting up my nerves....
I barely able to sleep like a normal person do...

My biological clock has been mixed up...
Sleeping during 3-5am, waking up around 12-1pm..
Sigh...

Try to run away from all these things by goin cc...
Sigh....


Actually what do i worry so much sometimes i think..
I just wanna pass...
What for study so hard??
Lolx....
Gtg...

Till next time then....
XOXO...

孝

I still remembered from a drama which says "小孩在学会走路之后就算是报答了父母的恩惠“。。

But i don't really agree with that statement....
I think that a parent's sacrifice toward it's child is considered as very noble....
I still remembered an advertisement of petronas..


I stand more firm with my opinion after watching Money not enough 2...
(Although dunno wat they crapping, cause mostly in hokkien, which i dont understand well)
I think i can understand that the noble act of a parents towards their son or daughter...

Mum and Dad...
U provide the best for us,
Although u rather not to spend to much on ourselves..
U still provide us with 绫罗绸缎，锦衣华服。。。
山珍海味，片瓦遮头。。。。

生前不好好孝顺，
死后再来风光大葬。。
对所做对不起他们的事而感到后悔。。
一切都是来不及了。。。
I will appreciate what you've done...
平平安安的活下去，只能是我唯一报答你的方法。。

I dun wanna regret when i lost you all the future...
Which i never wish of...
And hope that it will never be a day like this....
I hope that there will be a day that i will have the ability to reply your kindness...

Fate...

Aih...
I think what is suppose to come will come...
Sienz...

Damn sueh....
Was talkin to a person in phone jz now....
Then i saw a bee in my room....
Plannin to release it out by open the door and window..
Mana tau..
I didnt fly away...
In fact, it stung my leg...

Stupid bee...
I wanna save u u go suicide urself...(Bee dies when it's stung is being removed)..
Bodoh...

中秋节。。

一年一度的中秋节。。。
哎。。。

好没中秋节的中秋节。。。
整天就是在赶着Assignment。。。
看了都有些觉得有些反感。。

哎。。
我的中秋节。。。
哎。。。

再也写不出我对中秋节美丽的文章了。。
他就好像在我童年里的回忆里存在着。。。
就像灰姑娘对孩子们的美丽童话般。。
只能在我的童年里的回忆里存在着。。

Lemang

今晚的晚餐，我到了我家附近的黄昏市场卖蟹吃的。。
买下买下，就打道回府。。

好久没吃得竹筒饭，
第一口咬下去，
椰浆香味瞬间冲我嘴里散出。。

但在那0.01秒过后，
思乡的感觉突然填满我嘴里的每一个味蕾。。

淡然回想，母后也是喜欢吃竹筒饭。。
就有种很想把那份美味带回家与父王母后一起细细品尝。。

算了。。
风吹掉了~~

I've lost my senses..

I think i've lost my senses lately...
Feel much less pain when i'm suppose to...
Feel less saltiness or sweetness when i'm suppose to....
After we were


At first I was afraid I was petrified
Kept thinkin' I could never live without you by my side;
But then I spent so many nights
Thinkin' how you did me wrong
Although i'm the one who hurt you with goodbye...
To be more exact,
both of us were hurt i knew...
But for our own sake, let's not waste each other's time...
Like what i've explained....

What have pass had past....
Just go on with our future....
I'll recover soon....

1ST BLOOD!!!

I went for blood donation wit some of my friends this Wednesday...
MY first blood donation....
Haha...
Ok...
Nothing wierd actually...
Not as scary as what they said...
Just felt kinda tired after donating blood...
Haha.. Me
one of my friends,yu hang...
sigh...noob phone camera...knot zoom all my friends....
my A blood....

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BESS

I've been recently diagnosed with BESS(Before Exam Stress Syndrome) by Dr. Ho recently...
According to him, this syndrome comes when one is in the phase before his exam...
Usually, it occurs 2 to 3 days before until the day of the exam reaches..
The symptoms includes fever, blur, dizzy, and the worst scenario, one might also get diarrhea...

Source,
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/BESS

Sigh....
Stupid syndrome....
Someone pls cure me!!!!

Bad day, bad omen

Beginning of the day....
Dreamed smth wierd in just 9 minutes...

Dreamed that i was watching a drama cast by the same Dae Jang Geum Drama...
All rebut for a "Golden Cow Sword".... =.="

Then dream of a few big big fishes, about the size of me....
Flipping on ice, struggling for life...
Then woke up....

At campus time....
Went to atm teller to withdraw some $$....
So sueh until all my card knot withdraw....

Dunno wat are these sign meant to me...
Hope everything will be fine n smooth again as usual asap...

Lesson of the day

Pay responsible to what you have decide....
自做好心，恶果自受。。

Burden

I'm a burden of my parents...
Burden of my sisters...
Even a burden to my friends...

Aihz..
Burdensome me...

Faith

Faith in HUMAN I've lost...
But Faith in GOD i still strongly held...

08-08-08 08:08pm

Well,
I was being cheated to watch channel 816 yesterday...
Stupid announcer said that Celine Dion might perform....
but...
U noe...
Haha...
However, it was something really nice to watch....
Even my parents who usually eat at 8.00 eat earlier that night to watch 816..

An spectacular event i would say...
It might also be the best opening ceremony...

The countdown was something different....
Unlike the usual led countdown...
But drums installed with electrical devices that will emit light when being hit...
60...
50...
40...
30...
20....
10....
9九....8八....7七...6六...5五...4四....3三...2二...1一.....

It was so grand...
Then a giant scroll....
With people painting on it....

Theme song being introduced to the world....
Sarah Brightman and Liu Huan...
Singing on top of the globe....

Bla bla bla...
Then the scroll itself was special....
Being complete within 3 steps....
1st, black ink...
2nd, by children...
3rd, by competitors from around the world....

The way of the flame being ignite was also different....
So grand, so nice...

And i like the theme....
One world,one dream....
But it seems that most theme were using the theme of dream...
Like Atlanta, The power of the dream sung by celine...


If i have a dream, i will use that one dream,
to create more dream for everyone...
So that everyone benefits from that...

Changes~~

Its been a few days since i went back to pd last time...
there were so many changes in my house....
Lights also change to auto on ady...
O.o...
Wtf....
Haha

Screwed...

I was so stressed these few days back...
Due to in lab and circuit theory midterm...
I'm so disappointed with my performance....
In lab... While loop... Mostly done by my partner...
I was just sitting there looking at him programming, compiling and executing...
I felt the i was damn shit by doin nothing and i felt myself really useless....

Then yesterday night circuit theory...
I was thinking that i could tackle the questions easily...
aih...
But my over confidence once again proof me wrong...
After the exam i was damn emo...
Again feeling that i am useless....

Summo when i look at people's note,
Hand written self made notes were sketched neatly and almost occupied the whole page...
Where as mine was as clean as it was just printed by me on that moment...
Again, felt useless...

Conclusion, lab failed+doomed engine maths+messed up circuit theory+autism me=useless and hopeless me.....

now damn stress for my electronics and field test...
Hope miracles exist...

To re conclude that i am not worthless....
Hopefully..