Friday

I was staying in the hospital for a whole day...
was expecting that i might have i day off...
But i turns out that i have to stay there for another day..
I finish reading my chinese novel that i bought...
Only RM 9.90... Cheap...
Then...
Spending the whole day reading....

Btw,
My dad can walk ady..
Horray for him...
Previously,after the surgery, he couldn't walk as his wound would hurt him..

then, went for tea at the stupid cafeteria..
Damn expensive n the food sucks..
Felt like being exploited..

Then went for dinner at 10.30??
wtf..=.=

then this MXybank staff call me at 11 smth night..
Start with an anyeonghasaeyo
Told me that i've been selected for the scholarship award..
I was like r u nuts?? If i accepted it, u will be my best role model...
Working till 11??
N i rejected it..
too bad they lost a talent like me...
wahaha..SS sia...
then he confirmed with me that i rejected the scholarship..
n ended the conversation with a kamsahamida...
I bet he's a korean soap drama fan..

Happy 100th Post..

Happy 100th Post..

I reserved this post as this is my 100th post as it should be an happy thing.



Again, Happy 100th Post!!!

I’ve been doin a small research with a coin recently and I had come to a conclusion. Holding a coin where it’s middle is facing you, and get 2 people to stand at your right and left side. Conclusion, the one on your right will never see the same thing with the one on your right. This applies to human daily life where human himself is considered as a coin being held in the middle, and the one observing them will be the right side or the left side, but not the one who is in the middle. Isn’t it awkward?? Haha..

One good example that I’ve found is when I’m doin my muet speaking test. I was being assigned to be with 2 of my friends and another one who I don’t really know. People think that I’m “bullying” or I should say giving him a harsh time as he doesn’t speaks that fluently. But for those who really understand me, when I tell them this, they know exactly what I’m thinking or what am I really up to. Actually, I know that both of my friend’s English are better than mine. Not to show that how my English is, but it’s just that I’m keep giving the one who’s English are not that fluent a chance to speak up. So that our marks could be equally stretch.

Wow.. A new thesis about a coin..
Mayb i could receive a nobel price next year??
Lolx
No hard feelings… It’s just an example.



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I’m very upset when I heard my dad was being admitted to a hospital surgery. I have to take care of him during my break. Before this, I’ve plan to make a work-visit trip to penang. To find sponsors and to visit my sister as I have not been visiting her much since she moved to Penang. I guess that all bad things all come in a sudden. Not to say all, but some. For example, I’ve been assigned to find sponsor for an event. I feel glad that I’ve a chance to do this. But not longer, I’ve have to face muet on this 8th of October. I still can cope this as I think that it will be just fine for me. Who knows, my dad has to undergo a surgery and I’m the one who have to take care of him. I think this might be the most “Amazing” challenges that God has assigned to me. I’m still 19 but I have to face this which not even some of those who are in their thirties have experienced. Why is all this happening to me??? Just like my limit will be 10. MUET=3, Find sponsor=5, Anonymous=1. It totals up to 9/10, which I still can cope with. When an addition of dad underwent a surgery=4, it totals up to 13/10, which is over my limit. But luckily my boss is considerate enough for me to let me have a short leave. Thanks ya! And sorry to trouble the one who have to follow up my things.

There were so many things we wish we could tell the young..
We'd like to persuade them not to grow up so fast..
But they won't listen...
They'd wanna tell them that beauty fades...
But they refused to believed it...

We've warned them that their actions will have consequences...
But still they defy us...

Sadly the young can't begin to understand the world is a dangerous place..
So it's up to us to do anything we can..
To protect them...

Absolutely anything...

We all carry something with us..
Of course,
its nice if we travel with someone who can help lighten the load...
But usually,
it's easier to just drop what with we have been carrying..
So we can get home,
that much sooner..

Assuming of course,
there will be someone to greet us when we arrive..

Why do we clutched the baggage even we are desperate to move on??
Because we all know,
There's a chance,
we might let go
too soon...

The Last Lecture

I was reading this book since yesterday and ended it up today...
This book was marvelous....
I remembered that when i was reading the last chapter,
celine's It's all coming back to me now was in my playlist..
I was lying on my bed that time and i suddenly realize that my tears started to flood around my eyelids...
This is really a book worth for reading...

Visit www.thelastlecture.com
But...
Do read the book b4 you watch the last lecture on9..
The link is just to help u to visualize the last lecture....

Randy Pausch(1960-July 25 2008)
May you rest in peace with Lord.

Have you met,
The perfect couple,
The two soul mates whose love never dies??
The two lovers,
whose relationship is never threaten???
The husband and wife,
who trust each other completely??


If you haven't met the perfect couple,
Let me introduce you...


They stand on top of a layer of a butter cream frosting...
The secret of their success....
Well...
For starters,
They don't have to look at each other...

Every rain storm brings with it hope...
That some how by morning,
Everything will be made clean again..
And even the most troubling stains..
Were left disappear..

Like the doubts over his innocents..
Or the consequence of his mistake...
Like the scars of his betrayal..
Or the memory of it's kiss...

So we wait for the story to pass..
Hoping for the best..
Even though we know in our hearts..
Some stains are so indealable,
Nothing can wash them away...

Careless....

sigh...
Today was the last day of exam...
I'm disappointed actually...
I'm too careless in my exam...
Serve u right if you fail or did not do well in your exams...
Pay for your carelessness....
As well as a lesson for you remember...

Stressed up...

Two weeks bfore finals...
The the stress is getting up my nerves....
I barely able to sleep like a normal person do...

My biological clock has been mixed up...
Sleeping during 3-5am, waking up around 12-1pm..
Sigh...

Try to run away from all these things by goin cc...
Sigh....


Actually what do i worry so much sometimes i think..
I just wanna pass...
What for study so hard??
Lolx....
Gtg...

Till next time then....
XOXO...

孝

I still remembered from a drama which says "小孩在学会走路之后就算是报答了父母的恩惠“。。

But i don't really agree with that statement....
I think that a parent's sacrifice toward it's child is considered as very noble....
I still remembered an advertisement of petronas..


I stand more firm with my opinion after watching Money not enough 2...
(Although dunno wat they crapping, cause mostly in hokkien, which i dont understand well)
I think i can understand that the noble act of a parents towards their son or daughter...

Mum and Dad...
U provide the best for us,
Although u rather not to spend to much on ourselves..
U still provide us with 绫罗绸缎，锦衣华服。。。
山珍海味，片瓦遮头。。。。

生前不好好孝顺，
死后再来风光大葬。。
对所做对不起他们的事而感到后悔。。
一切都是来不及了。。。
I will appreciate what you've done...
平平安安的活下去，只能是我唯一报答你的方法。。

I dun wanna regret when i lost you all the future...
Which i never wish of...
And hope that it will never be a day like this....
I hope that there will be a day that i will have the ability to reply your kindness...

Fate...

Aih...
I think what is suppose to come will come...
Sienz...

Damn sueh....
Was talkin to a person in phone jz now....
Then i saw a bee in my room....
Plannin to release it out by open the door and window..
Mana tau..
I didnt fly away...
In fact, it stung my leg...

Stupid bee...
I wanna save u u go suicide urself...(Bee dies when it's stung is being removed)..
Bodoh...

中秋节。。

一年一度的中秋节。。。
哎。。。

好没中秋节的中秋节。。。
整天就是在赶着Assignment。。。
看了都有些觉得有些反感。。

哎。。
我的中秋节。。。
哎。。。

再也写不出我对中秋节美丽的文章了。。
他就好像在我童年里的回忆里存在着。。。
就像灰姑娘对孩子们的美丽童话般。。
只能在我的童年里的回忆里存在着。。

Lemang

今晚的晚餐，我到了我家附近的黄昏市场卖蟹吃的。。
买下买下，就打道回府。。

好久没吃得竹筒饭，
第一口咬下去，
椰浆香味瞬间冲我嘴里散出。。

但在那0.01秒过后，
思乡的感觉突然填满我嘴里的每一个味蕾。。

淡然回想，母后也是喜欢吃竹筒饭。。
就有种很想把那份美味带回家与父王母后一起细细品尝。。

算了。。
风吹掉了~~

I've lost my senses..

I think i've lost my senses lately...
Feel much less pain when i'm suppose to...
Feel less saltiness or sweetness when i'm suppose to....
After we were


At first I was afraid I was petrified
Kept thinkin' I could never live without you by my side;
But then I spent so many nights
Thinkin' how you did me wrong
Although i'm the one who hurt you with goodbye...
To be more exact,
both of us were hurt i knew...
But for our own sake, let's not waste each other's time...
Like what i've explained....

What have pass had past....
Just go on with our future....
I'll recover soon....