A different point of view

I took dinner b4 i need to actually attend a class at 7pm..
yup.. 7pm to 9pm.. =.=||
Imagine lah dah frm 10 to 5 in the day..
N nw in the night...

went to class n i settled down at the back of the class...
ahaha..
then biasa lah..
all the IS sit behind..
Suddenly felt that i was an IS too..
Haha..
Anyeonghasaeyo..
I'm from korea....

lol..
Babiness~

Felt like wat an IS felt...
Haha..

Nola..
Actually wanna give chance to other ppl...
Dahlah i knot kejar the syllabus..
dunno wat the tutor crapping...
sigh...
Better dun sit in front..
Give chances to others...
let those who really wanna to study sit in front lo..=D
wah... "baiknya" kau..

Haha..
Main Main Main reason i sit behind...
Coz i wanna sleep...
Felt so drowsy after having the dinner....
too full perhaps..
Haha....
was sleeping for at least 75% of the class??
Lol...
God bless you in your midterms n finals..

Sudden tought

Was having a nap jz nw until TYC called me...
they told me that the moon was so so so special...
For the 1st time, i didnt c anything clear..
Just a smiling moon...
I told her that was nth special also...
Then, she told me that i looked like

=.=|||

But then later CBW frm Singapore also ask me to observe the moon..
Then for the second time,
Wow.
And indeed i saw a smiley...
Summo wait for wat??
Capture it lah...
Haha...

Hopefully that the smiley will bring joy to this world with no more suffering, misunderstanding n war...
Haha..
Gambatte...

Cheer up everyone!!!

No Mountains too high,
for you to climb....
All you have to do is have some climbing faith...
No rivers too wide,
for you to make it across..
All you have to do is believe it when you pray...

And then you will see,
the morning will come,
And everyday will be bright as the sun...
All of your fears cast them on me
And I just want you to see...

I'll be your cloud up in the sky..
I'll be your shoulder when you cry..
I'll hear your voices when you call me..
As I am your angel
And when all hope is gone,
I'm here...
No matter how far you are,
I'm near...
It makes no difference who you are,
As I am your angel...

I saw the teardrops,
and I heard you cry...
All you need is time,
seek me and you shall find...
You have everything and you're still lonely...
It doesn't have to be this way
and let me show you a better day..

And when it's time to face the storm,
I'll be right by your side,
Grace will keep up safe and warm...
And I know we will survive...

And when it seems as if your end is drawing near,
Don't you dare give up the fight...
Just put your trust beyond the sky...


I'll be your cloud up in the sky..
I'll be your shoulder when you cry..
I'll hear your voices when you call me..
As I am your angel
And when all hope is gone,
I'm here...
No matter how far you are,
I'm near...
It makes no difference who you are,
As I am your angel...


(p/s: This post have nth to do with E-Week 2009..Just A coincidence...)
Source: http://www.azlyrics.com/lyrics/celinedion/imyourangel.html

Tired...

This is just the second week of the semester....
But i'm now physically and mentally fatigue...

It's almost a week past since the meeting..
But i'll never forget the feel...
The feel of 被人摆了一道...
How human can be so dangerous actually...
A lesson for me for preventing from it happening again when i will be working in a company...

Then some other incident followed....
Some incident that i was being sucked in for not knowing the reason...
That makes me feel strange i would say...

I'm sensing that i'm walking back my old path...
Trying to keeping up myself up in a box again....
To be autism again...

But fortunate enough,
Some friends are good enough to keep me from goin back to the old route..
I'm thankful and great full actually that they did so much things to keep me up...

Although i'm as like a mud, that knot being hold on the wall...
But they still held me up firm and try to make me up again..
That i really appreciate much...

I hope that i could stand up firm again...
To be the normal kent...
The kent that laugh really from his heart and not the one that is laughing to cover up his bad emotions...

Hope that the previous kent can be back to normal after he comes back after this weekend...

A dinner that i cannot forget...`

Was reviewing the photos of my sis's wedding...
I envy her...
For having such a grand dinner...
As usual, some people are never punctual for wedding dinner..
My sister was fine enough to care for the other guests who are early..TADA!!!
appetizers or small snacks were served by walkin waiter for those who are punctual to prevent them from starving...
This is the place where the host sits... Which includes me... =)

for other guests,
They sat here....

western cuisine was being served to each and everyone of the customers..
unlike those usual chinese type wedding dinner where everyone was snatching the food that was being placed on the table for not even one minute? Lol...

1st Dish

Asparagus Soup with Parmesan Cheese CroutonsCold Spiced Top Shell Salad with Pine Nuts...

Yummy!!

Main course
For non-muslims,

Grilled Rosemary Pork Chops with Marsala Wine Sauce with
Fresh Button Mushrooms

and confit of salmon being topped with avocadoes and a tatare made with sashimi grade salmon belly, onions, freshly chopped dill and capers for muslim guests.

2nd,
Lamb with dunno wat wat wat.. Cant remember it's full name =D
3rd
Scallops...
That puts a nice ending of the main course of the wedding..

Last but not least,
dessert...
macadamia ice cream and chocolate dip...
Yummy...


I wont forget bout that dinner...
Except that another better dinner appears... =D lol..

Rubbish

Define Rubbish...

Rubbish is indeed a person like me that is useless and makes no contribute to the global society...

Friday

I was staying in the hospital for a whole day...
was expecting that i might have i day off...
But i turns out that i have to stay there for another day..
I finish reading my chinese novel that i bought...
Only RM 9.90... Cheap...
Then...
Spending the whole day reading....

Btw,
My dad can walk ady..
Horray for him...
Previously,after the surgery, he couldn't walk as his wound would hurt him..

then, went for tea at the stupid cafeteria..
Damn expensive n the food sucks..
Felt like being exploited..

Then went for dinner at 10.30??
wtf..=.=

then this MXybank staff call me at 11 smth night..
Start with an anyeonghasaeyo
Told me that i've been selected for the scholarship award..
I was like r u nuts?? If i accepted it, u will be my best role model...
Working till 11??
N i rejected it..
too bad they lost a talent like me...
wahaha..SS sia...
then he confirmed with me that i rejected the scholarship..
n ended the conversation with a kamsahamida...
I bet he's a korean soap drama fan..

Happy 100th Post..

Happy 100th Post..

I reserved this post as this is my 100th post as it should be an happy thing.



Again, Happy 100th Post!!!

I’ve been doin a small research with a coin recently and I had come to a conclusion. Holding a coin where it’s middle is facing you, and get 2 people to stand at your right and left side. Conclusion, the one on your right will never see the same thing with the one on your right. This applies to human daily life where human himself is considered as a coin being held in the middle, and the one observing them will be the right side or the left side, but not the one who is in the middle. Isn’t it awkward?? Haha..

One good example that I’ve found is when I’m doin my muet speaking test. I was being assigned to be with 2 of my friends and another one who I don’t really know. People think that I’m “bullying” or I should say giving him a harsh time as he doesn’t speaks that fluently. But for those who really understand me, when I tell them this, they know exactly what I’m thinking or what am I really up to. Actually, I know that both of my friend’s English are better than mine. Not to show that how my English is, but it’s just that I’m keep giving the one who’s English are not that fluent a chance to speak up. So that our marks could be equally stretch.

Wow.. A new thesis about a coin..
Mayb i could receive a nobel price next year??
Lolx
No hard feelings… It’s just an example.



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I’m very upset when I heard my dad was being admitted to a hospital surgery. I have to take care of him during my break. Before this, I’ve plan to make a work-visit trip to penang. To find sponsors and to visit my sister as I have not been visiting her much since she moved to Penang. I guess that all bad things all come in a sudden. Not to say all, but some. For example, I’ve been assigned to find sponsor for an event. I feel glad that I’ve a chance to do this. But not longer, I’ve have to face muet on this 8th of October. I still can cope this as I think that it will be just fine for me. Who knows, my dad has to undergo a surgery and I’m the one who have to take care of him. I think this might be the most “Amazing” challenges that God has assigned to me. I’m still 19 but I have to face this which not even some of those who are in their thirties have experienced. Why is all this happening to me??? Just like my limit will be 10. MUET=3, Find sponsor=5, Anonymous=1. It totals up to 9/10, which I still can cope with. When an addition of dad underwent a surgery=4, it totals up to 13/10, which is over my limit. But luckily my boss is considerate enough for me to let me have a short leave. Thanks ya! And sorry to trouble the one who have to follow up my things.

There were so many things we wish we could tell the young..
We'd like to persuade them not to grow up so fast..
But they won't listen...
They'd wanna tell them that beauty fades...
But they refused to believed it...

We've warned them that their actions will have consequences...
But still they defy us...

Sadly the young can't begin to understand the world is a dangerous place..
So it's up to us to do anything we can..
To protect them...

Absolutely anything...

We all carry something with us..
Of course,
its nice if we travel with someone who can help lighten the load...
But usually,
it's easier to just drop what with we have been carrying..
So we can get home,
that much sooner..

Assuming of course,
there will be someone to greet us when we arrive..

Why do we clutched the baggage even we are desperate to move on??
Because we all know,
There's a chance,
we might let go
too soon...

The Last Lecture

I was reading this book since yesterday and ended it up today...
This book was marvelous....
I remembered that when i was reading the last chapter,
celine's It's all coming back to me now was in my playlist..
I was lying on my bed that time and i suddenly realize that my tears started to flood around my eyelids...
This is really a book worth for reading...

Visit www.thelastlecture.com
But...
Do read the book b4 you watch the last lecture on9..
The link is just to help u to visualize the last lecture....

Randy Pausch(1960-July 25 2008)
May you rest in peace with Lord.

Have you met,
The perfect couple,
The two soul mates whose love never dies??
The two lovers,
whose relationship is never threaten???
The husband and wife,
who trust each other completely??


If you haven't met the perfect couple,
Let me introduce you...


They stand on top of a layer of a butter cream frosting...
The secret of their success....
Well...
For starters,
They don't have to look at each other...

Every rain storm brings with it hope...
That some how by morning,
Everything will be made clean again..
And even the most troubling stains..
Were left disappear..

Like the doubts over his innocents..
Or the consequence of his mistake...
Like the scars of his betrayal..
Or the memory of it's kiss...

So we wait for the story to pass..
Hoping for the best..
Even though we know in our hearts..
Some stains are so indealable,
Nothing can wash them away...

Careless....

sigh...
Today was the last day of exam...
I'm disappointed actually...
I'm too careless in my exam...
Serve u right if you fail or did not do well in your exams...
Pay for your carelessness....
As well as a lesson for you remember...