1ST BLOOD!!!

I went for blood donation wit some of my friends this Wednesday...
MY first blood donation....
Haha...
Ok...
Nothing wierd actually...
Not as scary as what they said...
Just felt kinda tired after donating blood...
Haha.. Me
one of my friends,yu hang...
sigh...noob phone camera...knot zoom all my friends....
my A blood....

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BESS

I've been recently diagnosed with BESS(Before Exam Stress Syndrome) by Dr. Ho recently...
According to him, this syndrome comes when one is in the phase before his exam...
Usually, it occurs 2 to 3 days before until the day of the exam reaches..
The symptoms includes fever, blur, dizzy, and the worst scenario, one might also get diarrhea...

Source,
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/BESS

Sigh....
Stupid syndrome....
Someone pls cure me!!!!

Bad day, bad omen

Beginning of the day....
Dreamed smth wierd in just 9 minutes...

Dreamed that i was watching a drama cast by the same Dae Jang Geum Drama...
All rebut for a "Golden Cow Sword".... =.="

Then dream of a few big big fishes, about the size of me....
Flipping on ice, struggling for life...
Then woke up....

At campus time....
Went to atm teller to withdraw some $$....
So sueh until all my card knot withdraw....

Dunno wat are these sign meant to me...
Hope everything will be fine n smooth again as usual asap...

Lesson of the day

Pay responsible to what you have decide....
自做好心，恶果自受。。

Burden

I'm a burden of my parents...
Burden of my sisters...
Even a burden to my friends...

Aihz..
Burdensome me...

Faith

Faith in HUMAN I've lost...
But Faith in GOD i still strongly held...

08-08-08 08:08pm

Well,
I was being cheated to watch channel 816 yesterday...
Stupid announcer said that Celine Dion might perform....
but...
U noe...
Haha...
However, it was something really nice to watch....
Even my parents who usually eat at 8.00 eat earlier that night to watch 816..

An spectacular event i would say...
It might also be the best opening ceremony...

The countdown was something different....
Unlike the usual led countdown...
But drums installed with electrical devices that will emit light when being hit...
60...
50...
40...
30...
20....
10....
9九....8八....7七...6六...5五...4四....3三...2二...1一.....

It was so grand...
Then a giant scroll....
With people painting on it....

Theme song being introduced to the world....
Sarah Brightman and Liu Huan...
Singing on top of the globe....

Bla bla bla...
Then the scroll itself was special....
Being complete within 3 steps....
1st, black ink...
2nd, by children...
3rd, by competitors from around the world....

The way of the flame being ignite was also different....
So grand, so nice...

And i like the theme....
One world,one dream....
But it seems that most theme were using the theme of dream...
Like Atlanta, The power of the dream sung by celine...


If i have a dream, i will use that one dream,
to create more dream for everyone...
So that everyone benefits from that...

Changes~~

Its been a few days since i went back to pd last time...
there were so many changes in my house....
Lights also change to auto on ady...
O.o...
Wtf....
Haha

Screwed...

I was so stressed these few days back...
Due to in lab and circuit theory midterm...
I'm so disappointed with my performance....
In lab... While loop... Mostly done by my partner...
I was just sitting there looking at him programming, compiling and executing...
I felt the i was damn shit by doin nothing and i felt myself really useless....

Then yesterday night circuit theory...
I was thinking that i could tackle the questions easily...
aih...
But my over confidence once again proof me wrong...
After the exam i was damn emo...
Again feeling that i am useless....

Summo when i look at people's note,
Hand written self made notes were sketched neatly and almost occupied the whole page...
Where as mine was as clean as it was just printed by me on that moment...
Again, felt useless...

Conclusion, lab failed+doomed engine maths+messed up circuit theory+autism me=useless and hopeless me.....

now damn stress for my electronics and field test...
Hope miracles exist...

To re conclude that i am not worthless....
Hopefully..

He set my heart on fire of hate!!

Sigh...
Nth was goin smooth this year...
And this is my 1st person that officially i expressed that i hate this person...
Who does he think he is??
He's nothing to me but a medicine vendor of a night market!!!
Shouting like hell and so desiring for response..
U need not to confirm that
Who the hell u think you are dealing with??
I pay you to gain knowledge..
Not to buy surprise from you!!!
And who do you think that you qualify to shout in class and make a comment
"These ppl if you dont show your "call-lie" they wont be afraid with you one"
Who do you mean by "these ppl"??
You are not a human??
Or do you think that you are to saint for us??
Celaka!!
You are damn lucky that i did not record it...
If not i'll definetly logde an official report!!
What kind of attitude are they having nowadays??
Sigh!!!
I officially announce that, I, will not enter your class, until u leave.
What do i pay a damn to??
I still have my tutor..
Much more better that you in terms of thousand times at least...
I HATE YOU!!!

Motivations

"Pls don't make your career in your life
let it be your passion
let it bring pleasure
but don't let it become your identity
you are so much more valuable than that..."

Quoted from an interview of celine dion in oprah magazine..

How to spot a blogger?

How to spot a blogger?

(NB: These tips are not supported by any evidence and are meant to be humorous asides. However, I believe that there is some observational truth to them.)

1) Cameras: We bloggers are ever ready with our cameras, whether it's over dinner, a day trip to Seremban, at work, on holiday at some exotic destination or even a simple trip to the loo. Most bloggers own a camera and we tend to snap at everything we come across, be it that cute kitten by the roadside or a misleading road sign or two. Anything that inspires is worth a shot.

2) Inquisitive: We want to be know-it-alls. We are always full of questions and we want our answers in full detail, if you please. How else would you expect us to blog about something if we didn't know much about it, especially if it's something exotic like foreign cuisine or a place we've never been to. With this in mind, don’t fret if a bunch of people descend on a restaurant, questioning everything in sight and pestering the waiters. They're more likely to be bloggers than harsh food critics.

3) Internet addiction: For most of us, the Internet is like a fifth limb. Take away my Internet connection and you might as well take away my life. Few bloggers can survive for long without the wonders of the World Wide Web, especially full-time bloggers like myself. We seem to have an urge to log on every two hours and we consider wi-fi to be the most amazing technology in the world.

4) Different priorities: We talk about comments and traffic as if that's all we care about. It's a habit and I'm sure most bloggers you asked would say that the first thing they do after logging on would be to check for incoming comments and finding out the traffic. It's almost as essential as coffee and it becomes a routine, like reading the newspapers in the morning. In fact, many of us would feel uncomfortable if we did not do this during our morning rituals.

5) A sense of unity: Bloggers unite! I'm pretty sure that most bloggers have attended at least one blog-related event, no matter how anti-social they are. If you don't believe me, just ask around.

Of course, in some cases, it's easy to recognise a blogger without having to resort to the guide. After all, take Kenny Sia of kennysia.com. Just entering blogosphere would be enough to find out about him and his adventures in the wide world of blogging. If you own a blog and have never heard of him, well, you have now!

(Adopted from,

A field guide to the blogging world

BLOGGED OUT
By NICOLE TAN

Saturday July 26, 2008)

内训卷一言行章

《李氏女戒》曰:

藏心为情，

出口为语。

言语者，荣辱之枢机，亲疏之大节也。亦能离坚合异，结怨兴仇，

大则覆国亡家，小则六亲离散。

是以贤女谨口，恐招耻谤，或在尊前，或居闲处，

未尝触应答之语，他人话，傍边接声，发謟谀之言，

不出无稽之词，不为调戏之事，不涉秽浊，不处嫌疑。

白话文：

李氏女戒中说到，
怀抱在心中的感觉就是情，
从嘴里说出来的就是话。

话从口中出，
可以引来荣华或羞辱，
这只是其中的一小部分，
能让人亲近或疏远，
因此必须谨言慎行，
切记在心。。。

When a secret is not a secret anymore...

Actually, it's not a bad thing after all...
You have less thing to be worried about...
People start to know about u....

So..
Need not to feel sorry about that...
As i said to u,
It will be fine after a sleep as A new day will come after that....

Mask

I'm tired sometimes...
I just wanna be myself..
But i've to wear a mask in my daily life...
To hide myself...
To hide my true feelings ...
As i heard someone said b4...
"他为了不再让自己受到伤害，就自己的心房锁起来。再也很少打开来了。。”
To prevent himself from being hurt again, he lock his heart up and never open it up again..

“身为艺人，不能把自己的情绪与感觉表露在你脸上。。”
As a performer, you are not allowed to let your emotions and feelings being expressed..