Sunday, January 24, 2010

发了个很奇怪的梦。。。前半段没什么记得的了。。其梦的后半段却让我有深刻的记忆。。。我看见我自己在一个大镜子前,已经穿好了一袭的海青(海青是黑色的),过后则披上了袈裟。。与其他的袈裟不一样,平时看到的是红色为背景,黄色则像把袈裟弄得看起来像砖头般,就如平时主持穿的一样,或者是受五戒的人穿的咖啡色的。。但是,我依然记得,我的袈裟是一种让人有种看了很舒服的浅蓝色为底色,再配上比起浅蓝色的袈裟稍微更深的为点缀。。。在穿上那袈裟的过程中,有点困难,感觉上是没人教的缘故,但是不久便得以穿上了。。穿上不久后,丝毫不觉得有点热(穿上了这么多层应该会很热)反而还觉得很舒服, 还望着镜子里的我看了两眼,就醒了。。所以,这梦让我影响不浅。至今还对那袭袈裟的美态还念念不忘。。背后还有什么特别的意义或者是提示,那就不得而知了。。。

最近有点无聊,所以开始研究点音乐。。加上又是假期,可以仔细好好听听,分析各里面的原子音乐。。什么时原子音乐??? 哈哈。。只是个形容词。。。因为本身是念纳米科技的。。以一个最小的单位来计算,所以,原子音乐是指音乐里最细小的一个调。。 与很多人一样,之前听音乐只是听那个人唱得好不好听,是以整体来听的。。只有你在很无聊的时候才会像我酱去分析原子音乐。大家听听看,其实一首歌里面,有的旋律不是一个,有主有辅。。主的旋律,本身听起来就已经很好听,Counter 的旋律,只是加起来,只是让主的旋律听起来更加得锦上添花。。有的有很多Counter旋律,有些就很简单,才一个。。我赫然发现,现代歌曲,有很多Counter旋律,使得一首歌往往,让人失去了焦点,使得一首歌一塌糊涂。。 有些简单的,虽然只有一个,但已可以让人回味无穷。。。如何分析Counter 旋律?有几种方式。。有些,仅仅以乐器,少许的加在主旋律中,有的则一歌手的声音来当Counter旋律,有的则更上一层楼,让主旋律和Counter旋律互相更替,但是,此招最多只能有三到四种的乐器互相交替,否则就会Degrade 到跟某些现代歌曲一样难听。。。不信?花点时间好好听听看吧。。
The other side of suffering
By 木藤 亜也(Kitou Aya)
Quoted from 「1リットル の 涙」
Everyone feels pain,
But surely, after suffering satisfaction will arrive.
Even with sports, studying or other ordeals,
With life' it's like that for everyone.
If we can beat the pain, on the other side,
A rainbow of happiness awaits us.
That will definitely become a treasure.
Let’s us believe in that.


What is your dream?? Dreams, don’t you have one?? Have a dream but unable to realize it? You might as well give up if you’re going to be like that. You can give up if you want but I’ll continue chasing my dreams and those people like me will also continue chasing their dreams. Without hesitations, passionately chasing their dreams. Passion. While devoting their passion to the dream, it is at this moment that you will hear melodious music.

人生真的是变化无穷。。 还记得上次回来才一个月的时间不到,还看到那位烧肉婆婆在巴刹里健壮的走路,大声嚷嚷说我小时候与别的孩子不一样,很乖巧。谁知我才刚放假回家不久,就传来了他的死讯。烧肉婆婆,您安息吧。。。
(烧肉婆婆住我家后面的巷子,其孙女是我中学时期的同学)


To put a nice ending to year 2009 and make a nice beginning in the year 2010, I’ve recently went to watch a philharmonic performance recently. As anticipated, Sir Ludwig van Beethoven’s pieces. Of course, that includes Symphony No.9. It sounded so beautifully in the 1st act. When the 2nd act begins, I was kinda stunted as I don’t see any members of the choir on the stage. The choir and the vocalists are supposed to stand in their place with the musicians before the 2nd act starts. For Symphony No.9, the choir is very important as during that time, I mean during Sir Beethoven composed it, it was crucial as it took him more than 10 years to compose that song while he was deaf, thinking how he could fusion between classical music and choir performance together. It was kinda worrying for the conductor in my eyes as Symphony No.9 without a choir is a “revolutionary” in arts, so revolutionary that once words gone out, it that would be the end of the musician’s political life (or the maestro I should say). The philharmonic’s performance still continued, but when it comes to the 4th movement, yet still no sounds of the choir. Suddenly, both of the doors beside the stage opened and the vocalist and choir walked into the stage while singing and walked into their place like angels, gracefully and neatly. Of course the vocalist as usually stands beside the conductor’s podium. A part that made worried people felt so touch and inspired, beautifully and inspiring. New and creative approach. They let them miss one small genre of it but they compensate it with a tremendous effect. It’s just like hope and stars walked into our life while people are in despaired and sorrow. One of the best philharmonic concerts that I’ve anticipated. 跳出框框,同样的东西,只是换个方式,就能让人有意想不到的惊喜。。。。

说到学语言,有人觉得很累人,有的也会觉得会把时间浪费掉在那里,但在我看来,学日本与反而让我觉得更加放松,让我忙了一周,有个可以暂时遗忘所有的地方。。可能是我学习语言的兴趣吧。。就好像别人的兴趣是工程,所以念工程系那样。。我也是念工程系的。。但是,与其说是我的兴趣,我觉得,用好奇更为贴切吧。。。我好奇电子的东西的背后如何操作,所以,我选择了工程系。。也不瞒你们说,我只想知道背后如何操作,而太过于专注其道理,其理论,而忽略其数学,所以我数学很烂。。希望能亡羊补牢。。。所以,一般成绩都必读工程系有兴趣的同学来的差。。。 结尾,兴趣胜于好奇。。。

去看了看本来应该要买的房子,抱着满心期待,但是,希望越大,失望越大。。
房子看起来还好,但是附近的环境看了极其恶心。。。附近就是个菜市场,味道又死鬼臭。。。附近又有学校。。要是我住了那,每天去大学都要大塞车。。那我住蒲种更好(Bomoh 说的)。。。


我最近发觉到,我成绩虽然不能说得上很好,但其中的进步,我也可以慢慢的发觉。。我说得只是coursework 哦。。。从以前看来,我的分数只是在于25-28 的阶层,但现在,至少都有30分(除了数学)。。
不知道是否学的东西暂时没那么难了还是什么,但,小小的进步也算是进步吧,这点,是我自己给我自己的一点点的鼓励。。。希望可以维持。。。

不怎么和我熟的人,可能会觉得我是个怪人。。什么都不会说出口。。。事实如此,我就是个不会表达内心的一个人。。可能是我星座的关系,也可能是因为我的教育背景的关系吧,导致于我很少表达内心的世界。。例如,我感谢一些人的话,我都没说出口,别人都以为我不懂得珍惜,或是有些忘恩负义的感觉。。但是在我看来,真正感激你的人,不一定要说出口。。与其说出口,不如用行动来感谢吧。。至少我是这样想。。
认识我的人,都应该知道我这个缺点吧。。。

A trivial a day makes ur day happier.

• 福州人每餐都要有汤水,而且是非常浓的汤水。。。
• 宫心计的收视率没比大长今来得高。。。
• 我在家里会变成
• 我是个长不大的小孩
• 书到用时方恨少,肉到重日才怨多
• 家,还是最好的归宿。。
• 之所以没有背叛,是因为开出的价码还不够高
• 笛卡尔说过,画出的圆圈越大,就发现里面的空白更多,越知道的多,就发现自己越无知
• 有命水,有野心的就去日本,没命水,没野心的就在那愁下个学期学日本语的费用。。
• 残障人士,非己所愿,将心比己,被人歧视,有何感想??
• Time is never enough. Because of this, I understand the importance of time.
• 以铜为鉴可正衣冠,以古为鉴可知兴替,以人为鉴可明得失
• 分家本身就是为了宗家而生
• 仓吉造字,为了促进人们方便沟通,更加了解对方,而不是引起纷争。
• 春风还是让人觉得最舒服
• 我相信人,但我又最怕人
• 鲁迅先生说过,悲剧就将人生的有价值的东西毁灭给人看,喜剧将那无价值的撕破给人看。两边脸,美丽与丑陋,截然不同的对比